Hmmmm, I miss the weather in Japan. It was so cold. And I suffered, much. Seriously, it was damn damn cold. Sometimes you would wish to just stay in the bus despite of all those attractive things that you could buy outside. Anw, I'm back alr. So no use wishing to be there. Though I want to stay there as long as I want! Being back seemed...........tiring. Maybe I'm just feeling bored :/

Anw, I was almost jobless before I went to Japan. To be clear Alvin and I almost became jobless. That bad manager, lied to us! I mean, he really did PROMISED, or rather gave us high hopes that we would have job when i'm back and when Alvin turns 16. Bad manager. But anw, the hotel still wants us and we will be working at their cafe. I think. The good thing is we will only be working during the weekends. Friday, Saturday and Sunday. Meaning, I can play on the other days! But, most of the other people will be working right -.-, so what's the freaking point. Sad thing is, I cant spend time with my family during the weekends. And maybe with friends, with those who will nt be working. Tsk! How weird is that. Nvm, atleast there's money flowing in :/

I feel disconnected with the world. There's so much to catch up ( i feel ). And it's tiring? Maybe being overseas is better! But home is home..it feels alot better being back!

I'm pissed with my internet connection. Wtf is going with starhub. Shit.

I'm addicted to this series. Stefan Salvatore is damn hot BoonYee!!!!! Well, Damon/Damien is also so hot. But thy look old to me ( duh they are vampires ). Anw, Elena is also hot. For a girl, she's damn pretty. I'm in love with everyone inside :D And I want Lexi ( the new vampire ) to be alive! I like her personality :/

Stay at home the whole day. Nth to do. Except for spamming myself with videos. Anw, I'm flying off soon, so it's cool to just stay at home and prepare myself right lols.

Gah, I wanna shop so badly! I want my Gap shirt. And, I needa get the bottle that I want to get for Fat Boon. It's her birthday this sunday! Muaha she finally can enjoy NC16 show while we had enough of them already. Haha! I wanna work too! I wonder how boss was doing ystd and tdy. Bet she missed my presence :D

Bye world!

I'm feeling excited! Cus i'm going back YTWO tomorrow! That's so cool right! In the status of a GRADUATED SENIOR! Muaha!

Oh yea, i'm kinda sad too that the hotel doesn't need me to work tomorrow. Lols. I want money. But nvm, i'll earn more whn im back from Japan!

Played basketball today. I got black! Yay? Anw, it's so fun..I got to try to shoot from the back of the board..get it? And I score! Pro me! Well, the main thing was HanMing ( Alvin's brother's friend ) was cute! Haha, those kind of small boy boy cute.

Nth to write, so bbye!

Whoo! I stayed at home the whole day. Well, actually wanted to go back school and visit my cool jnrs. Unfortunately we were too late. Aww. Maybe this Wednesday. Hope there's no work :/ ( I'm tired of it though I just worked for only one day )

Anw, I watched damn lot dramas today. I'm addicted to Flash-forward, Vampire Dairies and 海派甜心. Well the new taiwan drama is a bang! Hahaha, it's hilarious and definitely a thumbs up, so people go watch alright. And Cangy, the korean guy in Flash-forward IS handsome. Lols.

I wanna shop badly. I kept missing my Gap shirt. It's so beautiful! Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! But the thing is, I've only earned 52$ which is like so little and NOT ENOUGH for my Gap shirt. This is saddening. I worked damn hard ystd. So why can't I earn more. Life is UNFAIR. I wanna work more and work less. Why can't money just flow in with me just sitting down. Tsk.

I suddenly remembered there was one time when I went to sembawang ( near the old campus ) to play basketball. And on the way there, we went pass the old campus. It's different but still same somehow lols. Anw, I just recalled many things. Basically my lower sec life and it was soooo fun! And I missed it. I missed the old band room, I missed those creepy staircases at night and I missed my seniors! Great times. But too bad, I've graduated and yay me? Life still goes on uh. I wonder if those seniors missed me? Haha definitely! Anw, cornet bbq is coming soon......so I can get to catch up with them :D whee!

There's no good movie these days. What are those directors doing anw. Tsk.

Life is seriously a bore. Idk what i'm living for. I mean, it's holidays now and there's nth I feel like doing. Everything I do, everywhere I go, i'll just get bored. What is this? There's no aim in my life.

I'm missing my life in sec3. Back then, atleast I had SYF as my goal/aim. I had a passion, I had sth I loved to do, I had my time spent wisefully lols. And now? Seriously, idk what i'm living for. Hmmm, maybe I should miss Sec4 life too. Having O levels as my aim.....it's far better than the situation now :/

The thing is, I feel like i'm living for someone else, not TPR. God, idk why life should be this way. Maybe I should find a new place and start my life ALL OVER. I wanna be in a fantasy. I want things to be the way I want it. Unfortunately, it always turn out to be like what OTHERS want it. And it sucks.

I miss hanging out with Cangy. I miss talking to mama. I miss YTWO. I miss my class. I miss studying even. What is this?!?!?!?!?!

Oh yea, I found a job. And it starts tmr. I don't feel like turning up but I have to. I just wanna stay at home!!!!

Whoo! Went out with cangy and pearl today. It was fun! We talked about everything that's lame and pearl had so many comments about everything hahaha! And today's quote is "Are you upside down?". Muaha! The sad thing was I didn't have money to shop. And, both of them had nets -.- Tsk. In the end they both bought shoes and I went back home empty handed. See, I need fat money! I NEED TO WORK!!!!!! Im jealous of everyone who's working......esp MAMA! Idk why haha.

I wanna play more. I wan money! This holiday's so boring. And it feels like everyday is weekend. Tht's weird.

Anw, the most enjoyable thing im doing was watching more and more movies/drama. And im running out of things to watch. Which is dam frustrating. GRRRRRRR! There's nth else I can do while im online! BORING! Nvm, let's hope tht i'll get a job tmr thn i can kill time!

Sometimes I wish I don't needa grow up, then everything would be how it used to be. I love it that way............................................................but it's all for only a short period of time.

Went to Red Camp today. Well its fun, but tiring luh. And its kinda boring at the end so we decided not to go back tmr? Anw im sick, and pathetic me has no voice so its better not to go and shout at the camp right. MUAHA!

Haiyo................what should i do tmr? fattttty!

THIS IS STH I MISSED OUT....................................


I MISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS MY GOOOOOOOD BROBRO CANGY CHAN!!!!

OMG! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Can you believe this? Fat Os are actually gone.............like BYEBYE FOREVER!!!! Yea, it is. It's kinda sad. Imagine you'll not attend lessons in YTSS anymore! Early this morning Mrs Gopala announced that the results will be out during TERM 1 WEEK 2 but there will not be anymore term 1 in YTSS for me! For four long years and now its gone! I'm gonna miss everything in YTSS. The teachers, the lessons, the scoldings, YTWO, my friends, and maybe the food. Omg, thats so sad...........................i guess i should frame up the school's uniform uh.

Hmm, I remembered how much I struggled through E2/E3 camps, how hard I stared at the clock, waiting for lessons to end, studying late at night with friends, enduring chinese lessons. It was so fun and tiring and a great experience. Yea, studying was torturing but idk, I felt disciplined when doing it. And it was so great when you scored really great during examinations after putting in so much hard work. I remembered how sad i was during prelims, when all was great except English, and it was the most important one. I seriously wished I could just kill everyone back then. Hmph. ANGRY!

Oh ya, I'll miss Ms Chiang's lame jokes, her looooooooooooooong lessons, how she nags, how she would raise her hands and countdown too! So childish of her but yep, what a style lol.

Right, this would be what most sec4s feel i think.

Anw, I seriously don't know what to do for the holidays! The only thing i know is that I'll be going overseas, class chalet and maybe a section gathering/chalet. And during the other days.................i might just stay at home and spam myself with movies and videos! What a boring and unhealthy life. GRRRRRRRRRRRRR! This is so irritating! Okay, nvm i should stop here!

First day back with lessons. God, it was so boring. I practically slept every minute during English. Even hitting myself to stay awake can eventually make me more sleepy. Aiyoooooooooooooooooooooooo! I must start sleeping early soooon!

Anw, none of the papers were given back today. So, it was so tsk-ish lol. But the teachers gave back the questions and went through. I can say my English is gna be a goner. Haiyo....it's alws gna be like this tsk. So im gna work on this fat subject........yea i'll!

Mr tay told us not to be overly obsessed with getting a distinction, cus it's kind of a distraction? But yea, its true. Sacrificial had to be made. Anw its 26 days before O level.........................and i'll endure it, yea i'll too! Let's just hope everything would be there as it was whn it's all over.......yep!





What others can do, do it better.
What others can't do, do it well.

Ystd's match between devils and man city was like sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo fake. Idk, but it all seemed too exaggerating to me. It's good that Manchester won (duh). But, 4-3...with two goals at the last minute...ADUI! So, weird. Well, my dad alws say there's more then pure football, cause there's all the gambling going ard. Anw, its still goood for Manchester (:

I wanna buy Shadow Kiss..........DESPERATELY!! This book is like no where to be found and im sad. Well, hopes the shops would just quickly restock and tpr could just enjoy it! Muaha!

Was talking to mama just now. She's so loser, as usual. And yea, we should alws be aware of who's doing what. So, rock on. Lol.

Gosh, i wish O levels would be over soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooon! There's so many things i wanna do. And studies are so dam boring. You'll keep revising, and studying the things you alr know yet you still can't get good results. Its freaking irritating. So, please make O levels come faster as well as later. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm....

Long weekend....so, idk what to do except for studying. Well thats currently what makes me going in life. So fatty boring la.

I wanna go out with cangy. I wanna excercise with pearl. I wanna study too. Tsk..................................but im so lazy to do all these. So, sleeping is the best!!!!!!!!

Right, know the song She wolf by Shakira? Its irritating and funny hahahahahaha! I can't get over that song with all the wolve-ing and panting. Lols.

I cant wait for EOY. I wanna go japan. I wanna skiiiiii! I wanna go back to my life. Muahahahaha!

Okay random things, so bbye. Btw, GOSSIP GIRL IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO EXCITING. ((((((((((((((((((((:

So bored. So tired. Someone save me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I realise i wouldnt be taking the physics paper fully prepared cause next week's papers are all killers. P.geog, Physics, Chemistry. Adui......why cant Chinese be on Friday while Physics on next weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek! Argh! Fatties...........

Anw, i wish i could play all day like i did on my b'day. Was having great great great fun wahahhah!

Oh ya, i watched G-force and Dance Flick. Well, G-force wasnt that great. The idea of the guinea pigs makes it cute and attractive. Lol. But the plot was so-so la. Still, i like the fat animals. Muaha. Dance flick was random, but its super funny. Some parts were boring though.........nvm, it still is entertaining lols.

Alright, byebye.

You make me smile like a sun
Fall out of bed, sing like a bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

Oh you make me smile...

Prelims have started. SS was fine, English was a killer, Amaths was somewhat a struggle for me....i guess im too paraniod. Adui..........

I wanna knw the reason why.

Teacher's day rehearsal was good for my class! Muaha! But seriously, it was tiring. Even just sitting down there, it's a lot of hard work for my butt. Haha. Anw, i thought that this year's concert wouldnt be that great. So messy. And, 4/7 should get to dance okay. Their dancing was so much better thn their singing.Tsk. Feel so sad for them. Their dance was really nice!!!!!! Fat teachers. Tsk. Okay enought bout teacher's day.

Ystd was fun! Didnt regret going to school haha. Our class played captain's ball after school and it was sosososososo fun. We must be desperate for iclass fitness? healthy? aiya i forgot. You get the idea. And i scored one goal. Cool me.

Prelim's nxt week!!!! Havent reach half of my revision. Haiyo mafan. This teacher's day preparation just kill the mood of studying. eeeeeyer! Nvm, i must start psychoing!

Pearl's coming back this monday. Whooooooooo! Finally entertainment in the school. Go pearl!

Excited about tmr's teacher's day rehearsal!

Happy about today's 4/6 Games Day (((((((:

Sad about having no new bag. Tsk. In the end my mom and bro didnt got the color i wanted :/

Bored with studies.

And, i miss pearl!!

My oral sucks. The questions were weird and my answer were worst. Why can't the questions for those previous days be on MY day!!!!! Hmph, unfair! And seriously, MOE should fine those examiners who were dozing off -.-.

I.HATE.ORALS.

Nvm, it's over! Anw, 3 'O' level paper's down. Chem spa 3, Physics spa 3 and Orals. NOW.........................................................english lessons are gna be sooooooooooooooooooooo boring. No more talking!!!! Saded.

Alright, nth to blog, my life's only bout study -.- HMPH

Negative thinking kills you uh. So, i'm trying to have as much positive thinking! Muahaha

Orals, its no cake for me. I'm so pro. I speak like an ang moh. I'm tpr. And i'll score 40/40 for orals!!!!!!!!! BAH!